I drank the Calea tea before bed. Wow, it doesn’t taste good at all. I had a pretty normal amount of dreams and they were the sort of dreams I usually have, no contact with any gods or anything like that even though I did ask a question before I went to sleep. The thing that was different was that my dreams were super vivid, full of color and sound and even taste. I was at a party with lots of people dancing and playing music, fun pop...

i was at john’s suburban home. gorgeous there, dark and fancy and more rural than i imagine it. gorgeous woods directly out to left. no other people around. he and his spouse were there, and their two younger blondish children. what a delightful scene. he was super supportive of spouse, who was packing up to go off on a date. got time alone w her. she had insanely fantastic tall boots, kinda goth, kinda “dune”, chunky...

My oneirogen for the September Oneironauticum was Calea zacatechichi. The dream was: My biological brother appears in my dream. I am helping him with something. I don’t recall any details, but it feels rather routine. I find myself alone in a small room. It is an austere living quarters. The walls are bare and light in color, like eggshell. There are two doors on either side which appear to lead to other rooms in the building. A large...

On the night of Oneironauticum, I woke five hours after going to sleep to take a capsule of Red Spider Lily root, or Galantamine. I didn’t remember any dreams before then, which is unusual for me. Having been at the Symbiosis Gathering for a few nights previous, however, I’d gotten much less sleep than usual. As I say in all my talks and at Oneironauticum gatherings, the primary factor in dreaming more is sleeping more. If you don’t get...

Lights out about 930; woke 11 pm; 1215 am; 130; 4; 6; 7 A. At school a course with animated stick figure – very active and hyper B. Self ?? images – island and other? C. In a hot air balloon in a house – waiting for my partner who is still on the floor of the house to get organized to be with me; in Hawaii with DH and PK; DH Is driving, and I see a snorkel site in a contained pond that I want to visit and wonder how to access it. Next we...

Our class is back in the film class we just finished. On the table are papers or plates with moving images on them that can be moved around. I shift and rearrange them trying to get the story, with Suzanne helping me and the teacher making comments. I hear what sounds like an argument from the next room, or maybe the way people talk after there’s been an accident. I realize it’s Marija Gimbutas talking about the Goddess. I have an...